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In life , there are times when things go up & there are times when things go down ;




There are times when you will look shorter than others & there are times when you will look taller than the others ;




There are times when you are outstanding & there are times when you are looked down .



There are times when you are left out , especially by your very close and best friend (s) , but there are also times when they are extremely good to you .



There are happy times but there are as many bad moments as well .



There are times when tears couldn't stop flowing ; but there are also times where you couldn't find any ways to hide your smiles .



being left out . without anyone talking to me. being kicked out just becus thr's enough ppl for th group , adn thn came telling me i cnt back out from another group becus you guys are short of ppl . taking me as wht ?

a reserve player in a match ?

pulling me in when there isn't enough players & pushing me out when there's too much of thm on field ?

thn you guys go walking pass me , walking beside me together with tht big group & not even saying a " hi " to me ?

talking and laughing happily as if none of you can actually see my existence or rather , my presence ? do you guys have to do this to me ?



do you ?

do you have to ?



put yourselves in my shoe , wht if th rest did this to th only of you ? every single one of you . think. pls think .



do you think being left out by th whole of sec two will make me comfortable ? no.

since you guys dont wna be with me tht much , thn wht for must i make so much effort in making you guys happy , pretending to be happy . giving away my fake laughters .

life is no longer that bright in school for me anymore. every single day has been a dark and hopeless day. i've long to have back my happy and getting ready for school mood. i want it back . but how ? with my friends treating me like this ? sorry , i cnt . i dont know wht has happened between you guys and me . & i dont wna to know cus it certainly will make me feel worse . since nobody wanted to share a conversation with me even with a simple word of greeting , thn i dont see why i cant start to hate you guys .

you guys can say badmouthing and leaving out someone in a dance group is a very bad thing to do .

you guys can say tht in front of me .

thn why now do this to me ?

you guys made me lose much of my passiomn for dance.

know th reason ?

tht's becus i have been constabtly left out by everybody .

i'm disappointed in sec two dancers.

you guys can continue to give me such nonchalant tone .

cus i dont care a fig for it anymore. i;m tired . i wna break .

it;s very tiring to always feel and let this thing bother me .

headache it will gives .

you cant blame me for how much htred is deposited on every single one of you.

& of course i wont let this affect any of th dances we will be dancing together .

but out of tht , i hate you.

you guys make me like this . and dont you dare blame me .

think ppl .