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Doubted
17.4.09 || Friday, April 17, 2009
Apparently ,
the good and perfect image of my class that was fixed in my mind has shattered .
For the first time in my entire life , i was doubted like this .
To those who know me well , running really kills me and i hate to run 2.4 , seriously.
To ex-1e,2e mates , you guys know that all i always hope for Napfa is merely just a passing grade.
For what must i change this year ?
Do you really think ive cheated ?
Must you really doubt me ?
What did i do ?
I was running like how the others did .
1351 , this timing i'll not take it as my Napfa run's grade .
Rest assure .
I will re-take , and dont worry .
I'll stop asking myself to continue running despite how tired i am .
I will just give up and walk for the enitre round .
I'll forget the encouragements Kenneth and KC gave me.
I will get the passing time .
Perhaps , only this can solve everything .
What makes you think that i cant get what the others can get ?
It's really surpirsing , this timing isn't mine , it's too fast .
I cant believe it either .
So dont worry , i will make everyone happy the next run .
Is this good enough for those who doubted me in 3I ?
Perseverance , hardwork .
Swimming parctices on alternate Sundays do help .
I ought to be happy .
Now , i hate this timing .
It's an achievement ,
But one that make others hate me .
Maybe i should listen to Ms Chew and not run today cus of my rashes .
Wait , No .
I shouldn't have come to school at all .
Today's suppose to be the day that makes me relieve cus 2.4's finally over.
But it seems like i'm wrong .
Cried in front of ms chew , but what can we do to convince th others ?
Kenneth , "endurance is all in the mind " . this sentence makes true sense .
I endured , i did .
thanks .
its just a run , why so serious ?its just a run , why should i cheat ?its just a run , i only aim for 16 min , that's all .ppl , you dont understand me.
