Ytd was a disaster.
Physically,
emotionally.
It's sad, hurting.
I cried.
Stopped.
Cried again.
I can’t stand it.
It's difficult.
It's my fault i know.
Cus you
said this before.
That
friends are on top of anything else.
And you don’t wna have this as part of
your stress.
I promised you.
But i didn’t do it ytd .
I failed.
I feel guilty.
I'm sorry.
Now that you’re having fun out there.
I am thinking alot here, at home.
I can be fine ytd , just by having you
to say
“It’s my fault, i'm sorry girl. Don’t be angry please”
But you
did not say that.
Disappointed.
But i dare not mouth a word about it.
Cus i want a cease. Stop.
I'm afraid i'll be adding oil to the fire.
So i rather keep quiet.
This isn’t important anw.
Those issues that
are important to me have been complaint to you.
You can turn a deaf ear to
it
You don’t care about me anymore.
You don’t.
It's so hurting.
I'm here waiting for a reply which i know it wont come .
It's depressing
to have this expectation but i'm still trying hard to shake this paraniod off
from my mind.

Vulgarities filled up th whole msg .
My inbox is
polluted .

This thing happened again ,
Th same as last year when you
are out with your friends to Wild Wild Wet .
But your tone was so nice .
You explained .You comforted .
You tried.
But this time round you
didn’t.
You said you don’t know what to do, repeatedly.
You said you
won’t give up.
I won’t too.

Care about me .
Care , Love .
You said your feelings are
true, so are mine.
I need you .
I'm reallyreally
sorry.



I'm Sorry .