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AYGed as usual .
tmr's gna be a break .
finally costume can be washed .
tiring .
im so tired today.
though we did only one run today .
maybe the more we rehearse the less tiring it is .
hah , it may be this case .
anyway , emms , yeah
it's hectic cus make-ups and everything to be done fast within 1 and 1/2 hour .
Juniors need all our help .
so juniors , please learn or at least try how to draw your eyeliner and eyeshadow before looking for us . cus it's time-consuming . ( this isnt the main point )
yea and Ying Min fell sick right at th time when we were gna go out to standby .
Make me so blur but most important thing is Ying Min to get well .
Get Well Soon LaoNiang ! X3
And yea , mistakes made during the preview .
Audrey went she looks cool .
and and , our schoolmates went , sec ones and sailors .
hah .
it really does look important .
oh well monday shall be the day .
hope Ying Min's alright .
everyone take care and drink plenty of water cus seriously cant afford to lose any more dancers.
Monday - AYG
Fri,Sat - Musical Concensio

next week's gna be dance again .
rushing . i'm practicing the steps instead of doing my homework
oh what crap

H1N1's such a meanie loser loser loser
give me back my Japan trip you stupid virus or whatever you call it
k my bed's seducing me to go to it now
goodnight !
(:

hello .
i feel that i'm beginning to love AYG.
the thought of not gna goback for the rehearsal from next week onwards make me feel abit , ):
well , let's talk about today !
AYG-ed as usual .
andand , make ups and costume everything getting ready after lunch .
well , talking about lunch , it's nicee cus I AM hungry .
yeah so we ate outside the indoor stadium and its really hot hot hot .
the ground is burning hot and even if there is wind it'll be warm .
practically perspiring the whole day .
haha yeah but you know what's the advantage right ?
exercise more eat less slack less , less on phone and MORE fun is good .
heh .
so yahs , tmr's gna be the preview for AYG .
and monday shall be the final thing .
it should be fine , haha , i'm praying hard .
nothing will go wrong , and then we can yay! after that :D
right , aches all over my body now .
sore .
my feet hurts .
but it's okay (:
oh yes , musical please make it through on the 3rd and 4th .
wna upload pictures but my USB cable isnt with me .
too bad .
oh .
something to blog about !
i went to cut my fringe cus school's coming ( that doesnt really affect cus i clip up anyway )
and it's prety long and irritating when i go out as it cant be placed behind ears andit kept 'flying into' my eye .
told the hairdresser to trim abit .
BUTTTT , the hairdresser just SNAP! and yeah there goes my fringe
Taking away much of my long fringe , in return , she gave me bangs.
stupid isnt it .
yea .
but there's nothing i can do cuss , i cant glue the hair back .
so yahs , i look like dont know what smalll kid and if i do wear specs ,
i'm sure i'll look like a retard .
eeeew .
was complaining that it's too lond but now it's the otherwise /
nvm , i shall wait for it to grow .

HAH
okay , my ice-cream is waiting for me :DD
dont be jealous .
i'm signing off here ! takecare and AYG tmr ! :D
byebye takecare loveyou

juniors :
www.mfmoderndance.blogspot.com

gna start my work now .
Hate this skin I edited .
Will change next time .
Okay , blog next time .
Bye

Moved out on the 19th.
Ms Ng's wedding on the 20th
Invited 1E'07 & 1J'06
But only some attended
Went out after that
Didnt know mummy was calling the whole widee world at then
Anyway , stayed at home on the 21st
Life's getting borier
Had dance on Tuesday , which is yesterday
AYG and musical
It was tiring but fun yeah

Today had musical in the morning.
Wanted to go for AYG but many things cropped up .
Shan't say cus aint feeling good now

oh yes ,no more extra holiday .
Shit
AYG on next monday ; Musical coming sooon
I'm looking forward to them
Bye Love

Labels: Heater PLeasee .

Labels: Smile Like Me

No title cus i dont knw what to post for today
Today's tiring .
Went for amath lesson in the morning and came back home to have a nap all the way to three plus .
Have got no appetite to eat , so here i am blogging while mum and sisS are having their dinner .
I needa start work soon .
Omg . I didnt even finish the assignments for ONE sub kay .
Okay , nothing for me to say liao .
That's all .
Buhbye :D

dc.

Loveya .

just finished doing the slideshow .

whew , tough job indeed.

needa burn it out tmr .

oh yes, amath lesson .

gtg now , pack my stuffs and sleeep !

seeya :D

It's been a year .
One year .
Laughters, tears , quarrels , arguments , fun , movies , kisses , hugs.
Yeah .
Only the odds still exist
I dont know why
Im blogging here cus im bored .
i'm waiting for your reply , now .
around 2 hours .
suppose to do my work now
but , how can i continue with my mood like this ?
Ive been feeling like this for months .
Serious , Months .
From thn till now , the security hasnt once improve .
I dont know what to do either .
I wanted to let go . But , It's hard and not worth it .
Do something , quick .
Do something , cus this is the best time to make me feel btr .
Anything .
Words will do .
But .
It's hard it;s tough
I'm still waiting for your reply .
Just what are you doing now where are you why are you not replying .
I'm tired
I've been waiting , not for this .
Not for insecurity
not for you to say you cant do anything
not for you to say you dont know
not for me to feel like giving up
NO
i'm real tired .
but i'm still hanging on .

i may just fall , and never climb up again.

Labels: boy, love me.

Aches here and there .
They're getting from bad to worse .
Serve me right yeah .
Cus I did not stretch properly before dancing .
Well , whatever . It'l be fine soon .
It isnt the first time anyway

i'm going insane cus piles of work are on my desk ,
delivered by dearest Ms Angie Wong during dance .
hah .
thanksanyway
gna start english tmr so i have to complete math today
something which i know it's impossible to be done

third issue is re. AYG .
somebody , pls kindly teach my the finale steps cus i still dont know .
ty

im gna do work now .
though i dont have the mood to .
becus , my mind keeps repeating this question :
what shall i do

Labels: do you care

Hi there .
I'm very very tired .
I've got cramps here and there.
It's uncomfortable , you know ?
But no matterhow pain how tired i am ,
i'm still gna go dance cus the big day is nearingggg !
ahhhhhh , so excited .
though it's juts , dancing as usual .
i dont know , i just feel excited about the upcoming Musical .
woohoo .
anyway , i'm pretty happy today cus i finally managed to rmb most of the dance stps for sticks !
all thanks to Gladys ad the whole grp , esp Jin Ling jr !
haha .
ballet should be fine , thankyou Gladys again , for teaching for like , continuously? cus i kept forgetting :D
time is much more simpler .
today's more tired than ytd .
i dont know why .
dance again tmr morning .

oh yes , i got back my report book .
it doesn't look like i'm very very very very very weak afterall .
but , i'm still very very very weak in my class .
thanks Ms Tang , for your advice .

If I'm struggling , i'll learn to say No .
But I wna try all that's given to me first .
what you've said really make sense though ..

i'm eating nutella now .
nicee .

oh! yesyes , no wonder i feel that i've got one more thng to post .
Angie Reena Gladys Brenda Nina Wan Lin Yi Lin and I went to have Suki Sushi for lunch today and were all late for dance .
I personally feel guilty cus Ms Emma didnt scold or show u herunhappiness .
I know she's unhappy cus as seniros we should reach and know the consequences better than anyone else if we go to a faraway place o eat given with less than 2 hours .
till now we havent apologise .
idk if the rest did after I left .

Yawns
Senior Nic asked me to go to bed cus dancers , all need lots of rest .
heh , really tiring leh .
and I tend to get thirsty VERY easily .
okay , i'm gna end here .
seeya ! and takecare /

omg , there's alottt of holiday works left undone !
i'm dead . hopefully i can complete all in the third week .
yay .


and ! thankyou for the tag-gers . funny word i know .
but , yeah . i'm FINE now ! and it's my turn to cheer ppl up now !
thanks and i appreciate it .
(: am feeling happy cus of all your tags :D

ANGIE ! CHEER UP !

i'll be here for
you , always (:
look
for
me if you need to .
you are a good friend
.
dont cry ,
smile pls .
cus I like your smile
!
Read alr must
smile huh ^^
loveya my friend
!

I may not get married afterall when i grow up .
Cus , I find i rather hard to trust people now .
I'm not pin-pointing at anyone .
I'm just saying how i'm feeling .
Yeah , i just packed stuffs , ready to move them into lugagges again .

I have lost everything .
Lost a b-friend .
Lost my ' okay' standard in my studies .
Lost my ' not bad attendance in both CCA and SL .
Lost my beloved family .
Lost the warmth i used to have.
Lost this house .


& now i'm crying again.
I shall say out everything , whatever im thinking, whatever im feeling now .
so dont blame me , dont ask me .

Love
6th of every month had always been an exciting & meaningful day bcus a msg will come on 12 midngith which i savd every month and the movie that was going to be watched the following day. I cant say much bout this , and i dont want to.
But all i want to let it out is just this -
We may seem fine .
But I've always yearn for something btr.

Family
Almost every school holiday, we will go on a family trip .
Though I just came back from Aus , that wasnt considered as a family trip cus not 5 went .
And now , things got worse .
Family stuufs began popping out like nobody's business .
I will miss Daddy .

Friends
Cheerful , hyper i may seem in school
They were all forced actions .
If I were to saty unhappy and put on an upset look , ppl will start questioning .
I don want that.

Friends.
They do stay .
But bonds within change.
I have always placed my SEC 1 girl-friends as no. 1
At the very least , i still have them with me .
But now , they're gone .

Dance
Dance is what i'll do whenever i'm feeling low .
But I know I'm tired and i dont give as much concentration and determination during practices.
I tend to get stress out and give up .
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO .

Me
Sometimes i just dont understand myself
I tend to throw temper at the wrong person.
And thn i go apologising non-stop like a fool cus of my stupid mistake.
But these aren't things I can control
I cried in the middle of the nightS sometimes ,
I dare not breathe a word.

I'm changing t control myself , cus I promised You.

I'm trying hard to stabilise myself between studies and dance.
Seriously, SL does not affect me much.
I know I can do it .
I just need chance , opportunities and time .

I do not know what to do ,
To get all of what I want.
I want someone there to hug me when i need one
I want someone there for me to accompany out for shopping and stuffs.
I want someone there to help me with my school work.
I want someone there to give me strong encouragements.
I want someone to make my life abit more colourful .
I want someone to fix a date for me to look forward to .
I want my life to be like this.


I've lost so many things.
Is it considered unfair to return me some?

Labels: Seven - A wonderful number in my history

PERTH .
It is a wonderful place .
Quiet , peaceful .
Cool and cold .
It's comfortable.
We rented a bungalow and a 7-seated car .
Went to places like Fremantle , Kings Park , Harbour Town , Swan Valley , Chocolate Facttory , Wine factory , Perth Zoo , and many many more .
Tons of photos to upload of cus .
Hhaha .
I guess i shall have to wait for free time to do so then .
Cus there are piles of hoilday homework awaiting for me to fill in the blanks .
Omg .
Well , i believe i can complete them within this hol despite having AYG and musical trainings till as late as 7pm .
This isnt a hoilday afterall .
Hhah , but whtever it is . i'll blog about perth ltr or tmr with photos and chapters of my 7-days stay at Perth's story.
Tht's all . My heymath page is nugding me to go back now .
Goodbye and takecare .

Oh shit , i've got a swollen , lumpy thing up here beside me eye.
7th.

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