I like to bus home alone .

Becus with no one talking to me , I can listen to songs and yes that will always be slf-reflecting period.

Maybe things will be better and we will save up more tears if we didnt move house and cramp here .

Maybe grades would have been better due to the quietness , freedom , and peace we can have there but NOT here .

Im awaiting for december to come so that i can move out of this house that is equally e same as staying in jail becus we arent allowed to thro temper , cry , shout , play , do whatever we wan .

Yesterday night , Mummy talked to me again ,

She said if it is difficult to continue to study like how i used to , then let myself relax and dun stress myself.

I started t think , if others can acheive success , why cant I ?

If others can pursue their own dreams , why cant I ?

If , if ..

If others can have a warm lil' apartment to stay with their Daddy and Mummy .

then why cant I ?