Today is the last day of the year 2009 .

Well, many things happened this year.

But regardless of what issues, what happened , happy or sad , I will still keep them with me.

I will bring all these memories with me to 2010 .

I told myself that i will stop hating anyone .

I will not worry and think of problems that I can't change even if Ive given my 101 percent to twist things around .

2009 is the worst year I've ever had .

Friends, family and many other more issues weren't as good as how you guys think .

It is because of all these that turned me into a stronger and better person .

I know how to react , I know what to prevent , I know what not to do and what is supposed to be done.

I know how to protect myself, to be more independent, unlike the past when I used to depend on others .
I know how to make plans for my future, how to make plans to make my life better, how to make plans to get rid of my unhappiness .

OK wait, 2009 is not that bad afterall.

It's the year that Ive grown up alot , mentally and emotionally.

Wow if there is a record of how many times Ive teared per year, I suppose I have broken my own record this year !

No matter hwo much I dislike 2009, I will still remember 09 because this is the year that all bad and unhappy activities occurred together that resulted me to be stronger and hence it is a stop for the continual of such things to occur next year after allowing so many not wonderful things to happen in my 2009 .

Special thanks to EvilGrape for being there for me always .

Really there for me always .

I dont have to even approach him when I am unhappy becasue he willl reach me before yours truly whenver I'm in need for a listening ear and some words of encouragement.

I suppose his ****** has been troubling him,and my heart do aches whenever I think of that becuae there's nothing I can do to make him get better or rather , there's nothhing I can do to repay him.

It may seems that he didnt do much but in fact, he helps alot alot .

So I will always pray to God that next year will be a goood gooood gooood year for EvilGrape.

This Sat's service will be the first service of e year .

Like I said, I'll stop to dislike anyone because I don't have to .

It will only make me life more miserable .

I want to be happy .

I want to be happy everyday .

I want 2010 to be a better and happier year.

Hence, for the very first service of 2010 , I will pray to God to make all my friends, my family , everyone that I love to have a better year in 2010 .

I thank people who made me laugh , apologise to people whom I have offended or made you get upset .

But no matter what, it's gonna be over.

I will put the hard times back and start afresh in the new year.

I hope all of you will too (:

Thus, let's enjoy this very last day of 2009 and enjoy our everyday in 2010!